**Writings is a series of posts, as we close out 2017, featuring work by the teen writers participating in our Teen Day program. **
The F-word
It was just another summer, threaded together by cold winters like beads on a string. There was this unmistakable magnetic force that controlled everyone but me. At the drop of a dime someone would suggest it, and everyone would scurry like rabbits after seeing a hawk’s shadow. In a few minutes we would march up, past the blackberry bushes, an ephemeral sight loaded with fruit for a span of a few weeks each year. The frogs would sometimes croak softly, and the trees would shake together, making an odd, natural sort of music. The pathway turned right, and then took a sharp left at a 30 degree angle. We would all file up, one by one, sinking our feet into the often muddy ground and dodging roots that threatened to ensnare our sometimes clumsy feet.
Then, as if on cue, they would jump into the pond. The murky water was shaded on one side by pine trees, dark and sometimes a deceiving yellow. Newts enjoyed hanging around the shore, along with bluegills. I would take up my net like a warrior and try to catch them, often to no avail. When I had tired of that and the cool, deep pool was calling to me, along with the girls, I would wade in, wearing a life jacket to prevent drowning.
I was fast, a strong swimmer, and would often race my companions across the pond, passing them each time. On this particular day I was an innocent, swimming around and living up to my reputation as a fish. Suddenly someone crept up, and I was surrounded.
“Do you know about the f-word?”
I looked curious, did they mean Fernando? “What are you talking about?”
They looked incredulous, apparently the “f-word” was a coming of age ceremony performed on unsuspecting 8 or 9 year olds. One of them leaned in, giggling fiercely, and tried to explain to me. It came out in little puffs, a mysterious jumble of syllables.
“I didn’t hear you.”
They looked embarrassed, but continued on their mission. By the time the day was fading I had been told a few thousand times what the “f-word” was, and I still wasn’t so sure.
—Rose Tolford Chandler